Thursday, August 24, 2006
meant to be
I don't want to, i never will it to be but i still fell asleep. Damn, i not going to survive chem h3. And somehow, i'm not sure if i really care. Feel like i'm living a lie, can't help but feel that the part of me that wants to exel, to rise above all, is but an alien entity separate from the rest of me, that which wants to take everything easy. Am i slowly being invaded from within? By what? Myself?... *shudders*
remember [11:04 PM]
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