Pass.. finally
It's kind of suprising how hollow the term "living room" sounds right now. Cos there isn't much life here to speak of. And i don't think this is the first time i'm mentioning this. Oh well.. it's kinda nice to be alone.. sometimes. Man is a social animal afterall.
I think.
Though it's probably mind-blowing (at least, as of now), i doubt that tomorrow's headlines would read "Pathetic Scoolboy Passes The Most (Perhaps The Only) Grueling Physical Fitness Test After One Score Year Of Less Than Satisfactory Results"
nahh.. Too long. Too troublesome. After all, after today, those that matter know; those who don't matter don't know. Simple.
Right.. and now life reverts to featuring Ray in a less than lifeless living(-less) room.
How utterly utterly predictable.
i need a life. Desperately
remember [11:33 PM]
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It's Raining Ray...
It's raining Ray. Yes, pretty heavily. You remember? The last time it rained so heavily, you might as well have been walking around topless.
...Which isn't so bad.
Heck dude. i wanna go walk in the rain. But then my neighbours might get suspicious and try to hang me for practising witchcraft or bomb-making (how true... ). I still wanna go walk in the rain.
OKay.. maybe not, NAPFA coming soon, it's a stupid idea to do stupid things. Especially those that can get you sick. (hmm.. Influenza virus for flu. Or Rhinovirus in the case of cold. Yeah well, one those oh-so-rare moments i kept my eyelids open long enough. Good Job my man. If i keep this up, i might actually become smart!!!) Well, before the heavens decided to play Super-Soaker with us
*lightning*
*thunder*
...*swear words*
i actually went for lunch
*thunder*
with the part of my class i don't actually go out with. It seems that i'm giving them the wrong idea about me. I'M NOT AN INTROVERT!!! and no, I'm not going to suddenly snap and go round killing people and recording
*thunder*
strange rants about my
*thunder*
strange obsessions or my view of how pathetic
*thunder*
this world is.
Nope.
Not going to happen. I just don't talk to them much. Just think of it, every time we're gathered (like in tutor-
*long rumbling thunder*
-ials or lectures), i'm most probably asleep (mostly) or doodling. Which doesn't leave much time for talking. Not that i like
*thunder*
talking. And it's no wonder after today's interro- uhm.. i meant lunch. It's suprising how harrowing an experience girls can turn lunch into. But i'm still gonna eat k? You people don't scare me. Looking at food at 2 plus and recalling today is not going to spoil my appetite. Really. I swear.
Mighty noisy day today. Seems as if the big guy up there
*lightning and thunder*( boy.. getting closer.. you think it's coming for me?)
(yeah, you!) has something to grumble about. It never snows in Singapore, i wonder why.
*thunder*
Oi! shut up already
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I just realised something. The "extra information" on viruses for today's biolecture was ripped almost entirely off from Wikipedia. Some lecturer... dude if that's the case, why bother? Why does she care if we don't pay her enough attention (like she deserves any.. takes an idiot not to be able to read notes. A really f***ed up one at that.) when all can be accessed in a click.
Seriously, I'm beginning to feel that increased exposure to the Net has caused me to become more and more skeptical of teachers (Especially those who don't teach skills...). This ain't right man. I think i had better learn to show some respect before i discipline myself. God that's so masochistic. And it's all the teachers' fault.
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John Legend sounds great! I wonder why i didn't notice before.
"P.D.A. (We Just Don't Care)"
Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't care.
You know I love you when you're loving me
Sometimes it's better when it's publicly
I'm not ashamed, I don't care who sees
Us hugging & kissing our love exhibition all
We'll rendezvous out on the fire escape
I'd like to set off an alarm today
The love emergency don't make me wait
Just follow I'll lead you
I urgently need you
Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't
Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us
Let's get lost in lust
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't care.
I see you closing down the restaurant
Let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone
Everybody's leaving we'll have some fun
Or maybe it's wrong but you're turning me on.
Ooh, we'll take a visit to your Mama's house
Creep to the bedroom while your Mama's out
Maybe she'll hear it when we scream and shout
And we'll keep it rocking until she comes knocking
Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care,
We just don't care,We just don't...
Let's make love,Let's go somewhere they might discover us.
Let's get lost in lust
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't care.
If we keep up on this fooling around
We'll be the talk of the town
I'll tell the world I'm in love any time
Let's open up the blinds 'cause we really don't mind
Ooh I don't care about the propriety
Let's break the rules and ignore society
Maybe our neighbors like to spy, it's true
So what if they watch when we do what we do
Oh, let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't...
Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us...
haha, and cheeky lyrics too
remember [4:16 PM]
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broken? and shooting stars
Are we all made broken?? Cuz if we are.. the Indians sure did one hell of a job fixing themselves. Ics night was....
enjoyable.
oh no!! What did i just say??!!
..Right. If i remember correctly, the shooting stars thing (is it called "meteor shower"?) is supposed to be today. So (whack me if i'm stupid, but April's first is way over) why the hell was i standing out there in the darkness looking expectantly at the skies and seeing nothing but stars?
yeah.. you heard me right. Stars. Lots of them. Pretty nice clear skies, beautiful stars. But the problem is.
None of them are moving!! No Shooting stars, no fallling stars, no meteors, no asteroids, no comets. Nope.
I'm feeling kinda cheated now, and i gotta sleep. Kinda like when they cut off "Billie Jean" (the ONLY english song) at the finale of ICS night.
Someone up there hates me
remember [12:21 AM]
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coffee tea
Went to some public lecture at nus. Something about polymer thing something. Oh well, seems that the lecture didn't stay long in my mind. But the pre-lecture reception did.
I actually saw some of the phase 1 people... i forgot their names though. I'm kinda pathetic in this area. Maybe because we never really introduced ourselves. Or maybe..
wait..
reception.
Chocolate and coffee eclair! wahaha!! The coffee eclair was damn nice. So i thought the coffee would be too, after all the papper cups had Delifrance written all over them. The moment i took the first sip, I realised 3 things.
1. I forgot sugar
2. The coffee tasted like.... water
3. This isn't gonna keep me awake.
well.. i didn't exactly stay awake.
remember [2:37 PM]
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yay.. What the PW!!
It's raining.
as in, pretty heavily.
intermittently.
XL and I went to get the Science Quest ( You know. that competition I unabashedly screwed RI.. now the teachers know. Damn.) Banner. It was 1250. It was Kinda Dark. It was.. Crazy.
Three steps out of school: The very first drops from heaven landed on... everywhere.
Ten steps out: Drizzled turned into a god damned pour.
We reached destination and began frantically untying the nylon strings.
me:"Which Damned Idiot tied the bloody strings round the fence so many times???!!!" followed by some choice words.. which.. people around me have heard enough.
XL:" ...... you?"
oh. Oh right...Well, I'll look into the mirror and remind myself how much i hated me as soon as i got home. I've never felt so good and so stupid at the same time. It was.. stupidly good. Or good-ly (no such word .. right?) Stupid.
Either the Big Guy up there who makes things difficult hates me, or he likes the banner too much. Because, the rain stopped just as scaled the side gate. XL was holding on to the "umbrella" damn him, didn't even offer to share... Just strolled in the rain, looking like a dork holding an over-sized ... thing above his head (which was already wet).
hmm..
I feel like sanding outside VJ , holding a "FREE HUGS!!!!!!" sign today.
yup, it's an A
remember [2:24 PM]
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Premonition?
I love Wednesdays. It's the only day i can walk around the canteen at 1135 and laugh at students having the very first break of their day.
It's nice the be dismissed at 1135.
The ONLY downside is: we can only walk out at 12 plus.. which means an hour of stoning/eating/insults/whatever-suits-the-moment kind of stuff before a nice bus ride to where-ever tickles the groups fancy.
Nice weather today.. especially when looking through a pane of glass in The Black Canyon. Some nice restaurant next to Katong Shopping Centre. ( I'm not advertising.. but the coffee there is nice). It's really relaxing, to be able to sit down, not care about tutorials and other absolutely hateful stuff that happens to involve "school".
Sunlight, warmth warm, not glaring barely filtered by glass..
"this feels like a Sunday." ( I forgot who piped up...)
yeah, it sure as hell is.
if only everyday was like this. School ending freaking early (being able to walk out early would be nice too), going down to some cafe, and just semi-stoning the whole day away. Imagine the pure luxury. The comfort. The lack of stress. The hole in the pocket.
Wednesdays should happen more often... Once a week isn't enough...
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(not so) SECRET concering today's Science Fair: I kinda Screwed RI today.. hmm... well, they did provide some entertainment though. There was this stupid answer :
" When temperature rises the baboon would become less erect."
!?!??!?!?!... dude... wth? Well, they did pretty good for mcq questions though. Maybe alll they could adequately express themselves in were the letters A, B, C and D. Interesting...
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Well, I'm kinda into watches now. The internal mechanisms. It makes me tick...
(and tock)
remember [8:43 PM]
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